Sparky, I am so sorry for your lost. It is so hard to lose a pet--I understand how you feel about not being ready right away to open yourself up to another one soon. When I lost my cat a couple of years ago, I grieved for a long time. Took me 3 years to finally get another one and really only did then for the kids since they wanted one so badly. I just simply haven't been able to bond with this one yet. We do bond so closely with our animals that they do become a part of our families. Take your time and enjoy your memories of your dear friend and know that you have another extended family from around the world who are thinking of you in your time of need.
