Damned good post Gman and Spooky
I know damned well you're right...but I've found my own way (dont get mad at me

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I simply just work at being an optomist. I dont worry about what's gunna suck, I think about how good Friday night will be, or how even though Teusday might end up being a long day, I'm going out for lunch with an old friend... It works very well for me personally at least

It got me recognised at my very first job. Even though I was far younger and less experienced than other cooks and chefs, I think it's a fair statement to say that I know I was well loved. How? Because people told me; from bosses to those eventually under me, they enjoyed working with someone that I was always possitive, every morning, and at the end of every day....always! (and if you've worked in a kitchen especially, you know how hard that is to pull off every damned day

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I know the good Gman doesnt believe in dreams, but I do...

(young and stuborn he probably thinks

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I have dreams for what I want my life to be, the person I want to be, the family I wan to have, hell...albiet shallow in the eyes of some, the house and car I want

I have goals set and written down in a draw right under this keyboard. Therefore, what I'm saying in faaaar too many words is that I cant just live for RIGHT NOW, I plan, think ahead and look forward for what's coming...