NightFaery's Poems

NightFaery · 07-05-2007, 09:02 PM

Starting this because my poems are so hard to catagories as NightMare has hers which works well for her. I am just going to post all of my poems here and you can either read or don't read how ever they may take you...enjoy!!!!!

Lifeless

In utter silence I sit here
Waiting, quirtly listening
Watching everything around me
Somestrange dream awakens me
Then I relize I'm not dreaming
Deafening silence now
Life seems to have stopped
Slowmotion life I have
Nomore time for sarrow
All the time fir thought
What is happening
Things have changed
Infront of me
Everything is twisting
Turning to something
Indifferent but yet the estranged
Thought is fading, nothing now
Forvevermore I will live
In utter and compleate owe
Over the years time changes
But nothing like it has now
A blistful sleep I shall nolonger have
Silence has taken away all doubt
They will never be the same again.

By:NightFaery 3-25-97

crowgyrl · 07-05-2007, 09:06 PM

Beautiful...

NightFaery · 07-05-2007, 09:29 PM

Depressed and Hollow

Delusions cloud my mind
Thinking is more than difficult now
Everything is estranged and twisted
Nothing makes any sense anymore
Things are said not ment but still hurt
Smoke fills the air around me
Thick, filthy smoke coming from my mouth
Death is only a joke now
Living on barowed time for many years
Messing everything up as I go along
Something special crushed before my eyes
With only a few words misspoken from my lips
Crushed, burnt fragments of what was a rose
Smothered and decaying is my body
Living by will power alone
Creating caose every where I go
I break your heart never even relizing it
You shater my being with your frozen heart
You've shut down, emotion is dead in the air
I say, "I Love You"; no true response back
Signs all point to you not feeling as you once had
Love is a tragic thing to be taken lightly
I still feel the same for you
I must ask"Do you feel for me?"
I just can't tell for myself anymore
i've ruined everything for you
Now all I feel from you is distance and reservations
What have I done to cause such a negative response
The past can not be erased, it is there as a reminder
Changing it is imposible, we must learn from our mistakes
To correct what happened and try to prevent
Them from ever happening again
Comunication must be made
Failure of that comunication will tare us apart
I want to stay with yu as long as humanly posible
I believe you feel the same
So for my sake at least please don't shut me out
Please explain what is going on in that head of yours
For I simply can not read your mind
I need to be told to understand
Things have changed as a result of our comunication break down
In order to stop them from destroying our relationship
We need to reconnect the comunication we once had before
I'm reaching my hand out to you
Please don't ignor it this time
There may not be time left for a second chance
I am willing and able to work with you
It is up to you to take this opertunity to work with me
I'll always be here for you no matter what might happen
I trust you feel the same.....

by: Nightfaery 4-14-97

NightFaery · 07-16-2007, 01:59 PM

Anger

Iner anger cracks through to the surface
Seeping out each pore all over the body
Fridgid voice forces its way out of the moth
No one understnads the frustration hidden deep inside
Burning furry finaly releases its hold
Temper gone for now; silent, confused stares gazing back
Clulessly they try to understand
Comprehention lost in thier minds
Fusion ignited; explodes by surprise, reflecting back
Foolish actions, wronging the blameless
Feeling stupid and worthless, depretion sets in
Concluding talks with friends leave the air stail
Nomore feeling left to feel today
Rest, for tomorrow only holds more frustrationto build

By:NightFaery
4-28-97

NightFaery · 07-16-2007, 03:21 PM

Speechless conversation in a deafening silent room
Noiseless uttering of internal confliction
Driftless through thought and wonder
Rise in pain of separating torture
Circling in the air extreme lifelessness
Confusion echoing in the hallways of the mind
No expectations of what to come
Straight to the point; always is, always will be
Nothing left to explain, all out of reason
Unrelenting fellings of unkind happiness soon to come
Left to wonder, growing silent; no words to speak
Nothing left to feel, nothing left at all
Sitting still always thinking, never knowing what of
No understanding of why, no care to find out
Understanding now that life is always asking why
Answers never given but still going forward

By:NightFaery
4-19-97

NightFaery · 07-16-2007, 07:28 PM

Silent tears drip down my face
Loss of sleep causing confusion
Sorrow grips hold, deathly grip
Nothing's wrong, Nothing feels right
Past memories nothing but ashs in a mud puddle
Remembering difficult for a strained mind
Frozen, plae flesh shivers and shakes
Understanding loosinghold
Lunacy stepping into the walls of the mind
Consciousness, lost touch of reality
Life, silent partner in an unforbiden game
Emotions, playing with the mind
Confusion, seeing through the other side of the mirror
Feeling is irrelavent when it comes to being
On the outside looking in
Explantion; a deep, dark pool of lifeless blood dripping
off my finger tips
Unknown, uncaring of how or why just when
Dark dorways opening to endless escapes

By:NightFaery
4-27-97

NightFaery · 07-16-2007, 07:45 PM

Forlorne Victim of Repercussions

Silhouette, Preluding kisses
Deep repression of hollow empathy
Simplistic emotions darkening hallways
Faraway gifts never reaching thier destiny
Crystal clear tearfalling to the ground
Pools of poisoned, crimson blood collects upon the skin
Stain soakened hair draped across a shallow face
Nearing eternal emptiness, slowly becoming limp and week
Shadows never foretold the powerful misfortune that would take hold
Extreme silence surrounds the cavenous hole called a heart
Pain no longer a concern, end is closer then imaagined
Drifting away from the empty carcass in the middle of a pool of crimsom red
Nowhere left to turn, farewell left unspoken
Salutations given to one with a black rose of sorrow
Lowered down for the last, everlasting rest
Shifting earth tossed upon this wooden bed
Never to be missed, never to be seen again
No tears of longingappear on anyone
Wo knew this unfortunate lost driffter in life
Memory of once was swept from thier minnds
Preluding thoughts of that one last kiss

by: NightFaery
5-15-97